Hi everyone ^u^
Today is National Stress Awareness Day- so, take a moment to think about what stresses you out AND how to manage that stress! For example... I am stressed out by...
> GCSE Biology Work- it's quite demanding, especially when nobody else in my year is doing it and that makes me feel awkward >-< I had people make fun of me before, but meh- I won't be the one in a Council Flat on Benefits xD
How I could manage that: I should listen to my body- when I'm tired, don't do Biology! I should also not spend excessive time on it- just dedicate some free time at school to doing it, or any free time for that matter when I FEEL like doing it- perhaps treat myself to working on it in the garden, with fresh air, warm spring sunshine and cherry blossoms c: (There's a cherry tree in my garden and it's at the beautiful blossom stage right now).
>Homework- trying to juggle that with my Biology AND activities I enjoy doing is not that easy! I have to do a group presentation and I don't really like my partner :C I don't trust her- I can tell I will have to do 95% of the work as usual... c'est la vie xD She keeps going to the library and stays there all lunch then comes back and asks me where I was- she should have looked for me first! I asked why she didn't make a start on it and she came up with the excuse ''we were meant to do it all together''. Well, if I wasn't there and you didn't bother to search for me, you should have made a start! Then you complain that we are short on time -_-
She's not a good friend either- every time I really need something she's just like ''I need to do my _______ homework'', and she copies almost everything I do! She tries way too hard to be 'cool'- every time something funny happens, she's laughing SO hard, I wonder if she's faking. Listen- laughing along WON'T make you cool, OK? OK? WE CLEAR? NOW SCRAM!
How I could manage that: Similar to Biology- do homework at school , don't do it excessively and relax about it. Try not to do it the period before it's due- I'm guilty of doing that Cx
> Self-esteem: This makes life harder for me. Every day, I feel like I always look awkward, like I'm being judged. I'm too scared to do something as simple as open my bag or take off my blazer on the bus, or eat something on the bus- it makes me skip lunch some days, because I don't have anyone to eat with and eating alone makes me feel awful >-<
People have the impression I'm smart and therefore old-fashioned and boring, so doing something as simple as changing my hair or doing something/ being myself scares me :C
How could I manage it? Haters gonna hate, I'm not changing myself just for other people, to fit in with what is defined as 'normal'. I got Instagram because everyone else was doing it, I tried to fit in- but now I realised I should give up and be myself! c:
It's getting late D:
So- relieve stress! Take a warm bath, drink some tea, and every evening enjoy yourself- cosy in bed, with snacks, a nice drink- and enjoy yourself c:
If it wasn't so late this post would be longer!
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Thursday, 16 April 2015
Tuesday, 14 April 2015
Oh no! I haven't posted for ages, have I...
Hello to everyone <3
Yes, it's been a month and three days since I posted. I know, I know- I enjoy blogging and all, but I'll try to be more reliable as a blogger now c:
FIRST!
I really love those two outfits :)
Yes, it's been a month and three days since I posted. I know, I know- I enjoy blogging and all, but I'll try to be more reliable as a blogger now c:
FIRST!
I really love those two outfits :)
Yes, I really love the blouse and tights *o*
I admire the Japanese sweet Lolita type of style, but since I can't find many clothes like that, I try to be resourceful and use what I can, I mix and match a lot, too ^o^
I started school today -_-
Let me tell you all about it o-o
I was tired. REALLY tired T^T
And we had assembly today :c (Tuesday morning is Year 8 assembly)
My headteacher's leaving, I've really got mixed emotions as I don't know who's next xD
The deputy head will be the acting headteacher while I'm in Year 9, and when I'm in Year 10 there will be a new headteacher ^^
Anyway, music was not bad, it was quite fun, though history was dull :L
It was quite interesting to learn about slavery, but it was also tiring. -_-
English- bad. We are reading Jamaica Inn, which otherwise is not really a bad book... but... my teacher's voice is so monotone O_O'
He reads the book out to us, and I just can't get comfortable without looking awkward/ like I'm sleeping DX
Then I get distracted with my own thoughts and get confused xD
IT was good because we're moving on to another topic! Whoever appointed the head of IT is just... :T We're doing spreadsheets- last year they were torture but this year they're not that bad because we get to control things- we are organising an event so it's not terrible :p
I don't really look forward to double Art on a Tuesday afternoon, although I do enjoy doing art at home because I have control over what I do- I don't have to do Artist research pages or drawings in the style of Picasso T-T
It was just a lesson for finishing classwork, but since I finished it all before, I just made it look like I was doing something :p I was in fact drawing manga and writing random stuff on paper T^T
The bus home was like a sauna O_O
I'm not looking forward to tomorrow's double English lesson. It's so boring and tiring! If I was more comfortable reading maybe I might have enjoyed that book a bit more xD
That's all for today, bye c:
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